“God is looking for people thru whom He can do the impossible. What a pity we plan only things we can do by ourselves” ~AW Tozer
What a pity indeed. It is not because I was a willing obedient servant, but rather that I was too exhausted, too raw, too broken, to resist any longer. If you’re a Star Trek fan you’ll get the reference….God as Borg; Resistance is Futile.
When He had shattered me, when I was ground to dust, demolished beyond recognition, with the salt from my own tears, I scrubbed away the shards of what was. There was no more of me. And in the absence, there was finally room for God.
In this season of my life, I am grateful that while I sought other things from God, those things were not His Plan. Where I sought Grace and Blessed Quietness, He poured in instead a warriors heart and a warrior spirit. I wanted peace; He wanted me to stir the waters. So He made me uncomfortable. I desired God to nurture my life, but we ought to be careful in our prayers; God will grant the desires of our hearts IF they align with His Will. His Ways are not our ways, however, and the lesson might just hurt. A LOT.
So, I invite to participate in, to witness the Evolution of a #HolyBadass. It will not always be pretty, but it will be beautiful.